Monday, October 3, 2011

Moody Monday

Miscellaneous Monday

1) This morning I had a Dr.'s appointment. I left the house realized I forgot my wallett and called the office. They had to reschedule me. I was ticked. Cried the whole way home, scarring Dillon for life I'm sure. I actually haven't cried as hard as I did this morning in a long time.

2) ^ I think I cried because I've been feeling pretty frustrated with life lately. I have never wanted to set my house on fire, move to a different town and basically just start over as much as I have in the last few weeks. (Don't worry it's a phase and it will pass)

3) In the last week I've had 3 people tell me that Dillon needs a baby sister or brother and Ron and I better get busy. (Do you ever have those moments in your head where you freeze time and have a mental image of breaking someone's nose.... I did.... 3 times) Sometimes I want to make a shirt that says something along the lines of..... I'd have another kid if my body would carry a child......Clomid didn't work, Femara did't  work, mMaybe if I did crack I would get pregnant....(too harsh?)  You get the idea. When you see someone without kids or with kids don't tell them what they need to be doing in the kid department.THE END.

4) I love love love this weather. LOVE!

5) It's officially hunting season. I love and hate this season all at the same time. Love it because I love cooler weather, getting out in the mountains, and I love having meat in our freezer. Hate it because it consumes every weekend. I wish it was spread out over a few months.

6) My chickens have been laying eggs like crazy. It's so cool to cook breakfast, go out to feed the chickens and I have a new handful of eggs. And they taste better than any store bought egg.

7) October 15, 2011 is Infant and Pregnancy Loss Remembrance Day. :(

8) I am so excited to use my photography to help those less fortunate in December. Stay tuned on my facebook page to here more and how you could possibly help. It's going to be neat!!

9) My dog has cancer. :( Ron and I are looking into getting a new puppy before Miss Maggie dies so the new puppy can learn some of her traits.

10) Dillon is an amazing little man. Today he is the best thing I could be around. His hugs sure heal the heart.

4 comments:

  1. Thank you for sharing. Its easy to forget that other people struggle with life too. I had no idea that there was an Infant and Pregnancy loss day!!! Its going on the calendar now. Sorry to hear about your doggie :-(
    last thing, how many chickens do you have and how many eggs do you get a day?

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  2. I have 12 chickens and one rooster. I get about 6-7 eggs in a 24 hour period. They just started laying this last month.

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  3. First of all, yes...I would have punched those people. People are so insensitive. I'm so so sorry.

    I am excited to see what plans you have to minister to people in December! I love that you allow God to use you with your talents, you are doing the RIGHT thing!!

    So sorry to hear about Maggie!! She is such a sweetie.

    I love you. I don't want you to move away. You are so loved, and appreciated. I wish I could spend more time with you, and let you know how much I love you!!

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  4. I'm sorry Lacie. I went through a few years of wanting another child and being mad when others got pregnant, and hated being asked when we were having another one. It sucked! I don't blame you for wanting to punch them.
    Hugs all around...for the hard season of life (they suck too!) and for your sweet dog. Hang in there friend. I know what will make you feel better...being in a Thriller flash mob dance. ;)

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